Everyday we make decisions, from what side of the bed to wake up, what clothes we are going to wear, to what route we are going to take to work in the morning. I'm just kidding about the 'what side of the bed to awake', but you get what I mean.
Our lives are made up of decisions that we make, and our lives depend on it. And our life will reflect the decisions that we make, if we are very bad then its because our decisions in the past were bad, and same goes to the good part.
Honestly I have made very bad decisions in the course of my life, now I'm not saying that my life today is very bad, that's not it at all. But I've made decisions that overruled the bad ones. That's what counts, make sure you quickly make good ones to wipe out the bad ones. But of course its better to just make good ones right?
So before you act you have to think... Remember what your mom told you when you were little? "Think before you act." Well she was very smart, because that is very true!
God Bless
Showing posts with label Bezerra. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Bezerra. Show all posts
Monday, April 23, 2012
Thursday, April 19, 2012
A mother's love
I woke up one day around 8am to a text message from my father telling me that he was moving to Brazil, and if I wanted to come with them, to start a new life. I replied him saying I didn't want to go, that I loved where I was, and what I was doing. with that he left me alone.
After some half an hour my mom texted me and said the same thing, she kept insisting that I move and start a new life, that the life I was living would lead me to prison, addiction or death. I told her that I would love to start a new life, but I didn't know how to leave the old one. She said to me that she would pick me up from work at that very moment, she wanted me to leave everything behind. She did pick me up from work, I left my clothes, phones, friends and the old life.
I was on the next flight out of Houston and to Brazil, Sao Paulo, on my way to a brand new life.
Basically If that wasn't a mother's love, I don't know what is. She went into the snake pit to pull me out and take me to paradise. Everyday I pray and thank God for that day, the day I was saved.
I love you mom for what you did.
Te Amo!
After some half an hour my mom texted me and said the same thing, she kept insisting that I move and start a new life, that the life I was living would lead me to prison, addiction or death. I told her that I would love to start a new life, but I didn't know how to leave the old one. She said to me that she would pick me up from work at that very moment, she wanted me to leave everything behind. She did pick me up from work, I left my clothes, phones, friends and the old life.
I was on the next flight out of Houston and to Brazil, Sao Paulo, on my way to a brand new life.
Basically If that wasn't a mother's love, I don't know what is. She went into the snake pit to pull me out and take me to paradise. Everyday I pray and thank God for that day, the day I was saved.
I love you mom for what you did.
Te Amo!
Tuesday, April 17, 2012
In The Wild
"Show me your friends and I will show you who you are."
When I started to work in this Fun Center in Houston around 2010, I made friends with people who you can say weren't very productive. They led my mind into places I didn't know existed. Up until one point I ended up buying contraband and weapons from one of them. When my father knew about my little underground deal he sent me out on my own... Into the Wild.
Of course I had a place to stay, because when you have money and possessions you have a lot of friends, but when you loose it all, your so called friends also leave. But I stayed with my "friends" until I found my own place. that was when all the so called "fun" began in my life. I started to go to night clubs, drink, smoke and do many bad things, and mind you these "friends" went to church more than me.
honestly it was very exciting living the way I did, I enjoyed it very much. It's not something I would continue doing, but at the time, because it was new it was amazing. Did you know I was so focused on having fun with alcohol and weed, i forgot to eat. I was supper skinny by the time I ended my joy ride. And this happened for a period of 3-4 months.
During this time I put my first tattoo. I knew it was wrong before God and all, but in retaliation for my dad kicking me out, I did it anyway. With every stroke of the needle on my arm, I would remember my dad saying for me not to get tattoos, not to do wrong... But by me getting a tattoo, it was like I rubbed it in his face. But then a new addiction arose, and you who have tattoos know that once you get one, you want more... i ended up having 14 tattoos in total, all around my body.
I lived this way until one day a very special person saved me.
In closing... Chose your friends wisely, very wisely. They will either make or brake you!
To Be Continued
God Bless
When I started to work in this Fun Center in Houston around 2010, I made friends with people who you can say weren't very productive. They led my mind into places I didn't know existed. Up until one point I ended up buying contraband and weapons from one of them. When my father knew about my little underground deal he sent me out on my own... Into the Wild.
Of course I had a place to stay, because when you have money and possessions you have a lot of friends, but when you loose it all, your so called friends also leave. But I stayed with my "friends" until I found my own place. that was when all the so called "fun" began in my life. I started to go to night clubs, drink, smoke and do many bad things, and mind you these "friends" went to church more than me.
honestly it was very exciting living the way I did, I enjoyed it very much. It's not something I would continue doing, but at the time, because it was new it was amazing. Did you know I was so focused on having fun with alcohol and weed, i forgot to eat. I was supper skinny by the time I ended my joy ride. And this happened for a period of 3-4 months.
During this time I put my first tattoo. I knew it was wrong before God and all, but in retaliation for my dad kicking me out, I did it anyway. With every stroke of the needle on my arm, I would remember my dad saying for me not to get tattoos, not to do wrong... But by me getting a tattoo, it was like I rubbed it in his face. But then a new addiction arose, and you who have tattoos know that once you get one, you want more... i ended up having 14 tattoos in total, all around my body.
I lived this way until one day a very special person saved me.
In closing... Chose your friends wisely, very wisely. They will either make or brake you!
To Be Continued
God Bless
"Transparent"
I started this blog thinking on you. Many wonder who I am,
what I’m like, and what I do, well here is your chance to get over all your
curiosities.
I am calling it “Transparent” because that is exactly what I
will be with all my followers and viewers. I will tell the truth of my everyday
battle and thoughts. Basically between friends and family there should be no
secrets, and on this blog we are all family and good friends. So no secrets
should roam here…
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